hey

 Let me start off by saying this. I have been lacking trust for a while now, but I still stayed. Even before our big change in our lives I stayed because I refused to believe it was true. Maybe its because Im so damned nosey. Yeah, I think we would be fine if I had kept out of business that wasn't mine. But what do i know. I ask so many times in those months if you had done it, and you gave me the same response "No". Idk if you are good at lying or if you truly just wrote and said these things to destroy me and nothing else came from it. I trusted you with everything in me. I was someone that barely cared about looking at phones, emails, history etc. I couldn't care less about it because I knew you wouldn't do that to me. Well. Maybe I was wrong. Now thats all i can do when youre not looking. Snooping through old pictures, emails, messages, just itching and hoping to find something. And for what. That's the funniest part about all this. Even if I did find asto...